My first post in my TOC (hopefully soon to be TTC) journal.

The waiting is making me crazy.

I’m still on BCP and will be taking it at least until mid-April, the end of this pack. DH said that depending on our raises at the end of the month I would maybe stop BCP after this pack. I don’t really know what he is looking for in the raises. Sometimes I feel like just as we clear one obstacle, another appears. And he won’t talk about it. He says I’m pushing the issue. I love him to death but this is so frustrating. We are in an ok position to TTC.

We’ve been married a year and a half. We have a house. We have no CC debt. We’re ok financially and have stable careers. My medication problem has been cleared and I’ve lost over 30lbs in anticipation of TTC.

This journal will probably make me crazy too.